Wednesday, April 2, 2008

ahuh!!!!ma first reveal..

This is the first blog of mine. Still at office waiting for my dear friend. My shift ends at 7 am and at this time I'm really sleepy and tired. Yesterday I was very dissapointed with some issues i have in my life. It's like asking for appreciation or let me say I just want to feel a bit of importance from significant people in my life. At times I feel so fed up but it was still re energized by the love I have for my siblings and for my family.Well to give a brief background it's because of my brother's academic condition. For you to imagined at my age i feel like all the burden and responsibilities are vested on me. My mother was working far from us and my dad just passed away last March 7, 2008. The reason why I'm the one who look into my siblings and serve as their guardian.For several years our dad didnt spend his time with us because my parents was separated since I'm in grade school but that was a very good training ground for me to be a strong and determined person. hmmmmm....blog to release some of the tension inside. Well it do help, it's a way to manage my stress ohut of all the responsibilities that I need to attend to. Let's keep in mind that there is no rain that will not stop rom pouring. It's like stuggles in life there is no struggle that wil not be stabilized and beside Lord God will not give us a problem that we will not surpass. He was so merciful that at some verse in the bible it says that Father God will not give us snake when we asked for bread.. Uhhhm..i just heard it durin g the film viewing last holy week..i dont know exactly the verse but that's the way i picked up the message.
....nahah to be continued....